Aug. 14

Poke,

Wel, well, well!  Today has been interesting. I woke up at 1:30. You had already been up for about 8 hours. That’s sad. So, have you been having any trouble getting to sleep? I have been so bored. I went over to Tisha’s and stayed with Nicki for a while. Leah’s party was tonight. Her and her dad were gonna come pick me up at Tish’s house and I started walking, ’cause I was bored. I got to the apartments (yes, I am insane for walking from Shadow Springs to Plantation Estates) and I went to Mrs. Mae’s house to call Leah and tell her I was at the apartments and Mary said they had already left. I ran up to the front of the apartments  and when I got almost to the sign I saw them pass by, so I ran back to that lady’s house and called again. Anyway, they came and got me and I stayed there for the party. It was really crappy, well for me at least. Memori, Gina, Devin, Stacey, Tara, David & Trey were there. I felt kinda weird. I mostly stayed in the living room.  Lead said “I’m sorry. I wish Bonnie was here.” I didn’t know why I was so depressed and junk, until she said that.  Then, I realized it was cause you WEREN’T there and I missed you. Now, I am talking to Leah. She’s crying, cause Anthony said he doesn’t want to talk to her. She called him and he said he didn’t wanna walk when she was with all her friends and he couldn’t be there. I think that’s sweet. While I was at Tisha’s I saw some pictures of you and Nikki at a beach somewhere. Man, you looked weird.  I was talking to mom about a bunch of crap and she’s a lot easier to calk to now. It’s weird though, cause I’d almost rather come live with you. I probably would if I had the chance. I feel bad for thinking that in a way, but it’s true. Well, anyway, I am getting carried away with the writing, so I’ll go for today. I miss ya a lot!

Love, 
Chup   😛

P.S.  Hey, Bon-E from Leah. Seriously depressed, wish you were here 2 cry with us, missing you madly! Love, Leadh!!