December 8, 1990

Well, I’m sittin’ here at Bon-E’s in her room feeling like I’m gonna puke. Kinda weird, actually. It’s almost like I’d been drinking. As if!  Now, I’m hot.  I swear!  What is wrong with me?  She just read a letter that Jade wrote her. Bon-E colored a tomato.  Is there anything she doesn’t remember?  We went to Cliff’s last night and I was tired! She got mad and shit (B.J.)  We came home and they (Tish & BJ) proceeded to get drunk. I went to sleep and woke up 2 the sound of “The Search is Over” and Bon-E laying on top of me.  She apologized, said she was a bitch (I’m sure) asked me not to leave her, and said she’d kill herself if I did. Yeah, right. Throw a party is more like it! I wouldn’t know what to do without her. She really means the world to me. I hope it’s a mutual kind of thing. I think maybe for once in my life, it is. No. I know it is. It’s the one person who I think will always be here 4 me, and I’m always doubting it. Why? I’m scared of the same thing happening again, but I think I know deep down it won’t. I love you, Poke, always. DNQ (CF: LOL!!!) 

Poke – N – Chup

Best Friends Forever

K. Chup

12-8-90
11:39PM