Monday, Sept. 30, 1991

The thing that worries me most is the end of the world.  That is my biggest fear.  People tell me I shouldn’t worry about that because there’s nothing I can do about it.  I know that, but it still scares me.  I don’t really know why it scares me so much.  Maybe because I’m so afraid of death.  Plus, no one ever knows what’s going to happen or when.  So, I try not to think about it.

Something other people worry about is falling in love.  I have so many of my friends who say they’re “in love’ or “getting married”.  I laugh every time one of them says that.  I don’t understand why everyone’s in such a hurry for all that.  I, personally, want to have a life first.  I have all the time in the world for all that!