Here’s some things I learned about myself today in talking to Laina:
– i’m really not that friggin’ complicated
– i really am a lot like a little kid
– i like attention and praise (who doesn’t)
– i like to do nice things for people i care about
– i like to keep the people i care about in my life long-term
– i try not to hold a grudge against people who do things that hurt me
– i like to have my efforts recognized for things i do right or that are unsolicited things
i do that are nice……to be appreciated i guess is what i’m saying
– i am a very WYSIWYG type of person
– i am who i am, i act according to how i’m feeling, i don’t have this big mask or veil
over me or my personality
– i’m very outspoken and prefer to communicate how i feel rather than expect other
people to guess
– and, like a little kid, i’m very prone to having my feelings hurt over small things
because i’m very sensitive
– because i’m not the type of person to hurt people, much less people i care about
– so when i get hurt by someone, especially someone i trust and (naively, sometimes)
don’t think would hurt me, it stings exponentially more